Being a mother is for sure Heaven and Hell on earth at the same time... From the moment I was sure that a new being was growing inside me there is no more peace in my mind... Lots of questions, all with difficult answers or very faraway outcomes start assaulting my peace  of mind... And when I had my  baby in my arms, the worries grew...Will he be healthy? happy?  fulfilled and loved? Well succeeded?
My God the things I worried  about... and after all those  worries are forever, till I am no more!...
It is a frightening feeling to carry it  all of our life but it is so good and so different from any other feeling towards other people. parents , husbands, friends that I only can say... lucky the woman that allows herself to suffer in that blessed hell, knowing is...FOREVER!