Yesterday under the great pain of not having my father,on a special day full of nice, long gone memories (whom I miss a bit more each day) I wrote on this blog a very emotional tribute to him.... I deleted it because I felt it was too much exposure of my soul and my deepest feelings at such a public place! But here I leave a promise to HIM... Father, I am trying to climb my stairway the best I know! Like always I still count on you to help me on the way...