I have no idea about what's hapenning to me... I just stop sleeping and remain wake till morning light just hopping for the sleep to hit me... till I give up and take a slipping pill. To tell the truth apart a heart atack (so mild that it is almost a joke call it that name) some events that don't affect my life neither can I contribute to solve them, keep me awake night after night... And I believe I was imune to what others do with their own lives! Nagh.... People metter too much to me even when I denny it... Or as some music says... HERE I GO AGAIN DOING THE SAME MISTAKES AGAIN ....